Is it normal that i think videos of women giving birth are arousing?
Since I was a little girl, I have been sexually aroused by watching videos of women giving birth. One of my earliest memories is when I would wake up before the sun came up, I would climb out of bed, go to the living room and turn on the TV and put it on a very low volume or on mute. I would watch A Baby Story on PBS or whatever channel it was on and I would sit on the floor. I sat with my knees to my chest with my feet angled off to either side of me and I would rock back and forth on the floor. It made me feel very good "down there". I was too little to understand what I was doing.
Now as a grown woman (I'm also bisexual if that helps), I watch YouTube videos of live birth vlogs and use a vibrator while I watch them. I also watch prego porn, but I prefer birth videos. I'm married to a man and I want to have a baby, but circumstances in my life have prevented me from doing so thus far.
Is this normal? Am I just sexually aroused by pregnancy and birth because I haven't experienced it? Or is it just another one of those strange fetishes?