Is it normal that i think maybe i'm a psycho

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I think I may be a psychopath but then, would I think I am if I was one?
I know what's wrong with me but I can't help it!
I'm obsessed over the ONLY person in my life. I am obsessed and sometimes worry that she/he may die! What normal person would go on thinking about that?
I am curious about her/his private sex life (mainly because I don't have one)and normal people don't care about that!
I want to have the same things as him/her and be like and look like him/her....I'm not sure how normal that is.
I legally changed my last name to hers/his....
I've ONLY thought, never attempted or planned (don't freak out!)how much better it'd be if others close to her/him were dead so I could get all the attention...I know, that's extreme! It's only a thought.
I love her/him but then I'm jealous of her (maybe 2% of the time).
I desperately want her/him to love me and I try very hard to please!
I've tried to manipulate him/her, I've tried to control, I've tried to destroy his/her relationships before.
I feel not much emotion for others, I don't really care about others (I think I care and love this one person though).
I've falsely accused people had them sent to jail for crimes they didn't commit...for fun!
I masturbate often, even to rape videos.
When I was little I tortured animals (yep psychotic, right?), which I'm not proud of, I even killed a parakeet. With no care.
I am mean and hateful and I'm not good at socializing and I dislike children. I'm "shy".
I get obsessive over one person at a time it seems. I'm also lazy and ok with living in a pigsty. I almost don't like to eat, even when hungry. I have poor hygiene too.
Am I psychotic? I don't know what's wrong with me!! I'm embarrassed and ashamed, I don't mean to be this way!
Please don't be mean and don't tell me I need help, for that does help!
Can anyone relate?

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    It's not your job to control other people. You are just going to have to accept that and deal with it.
    You definately seem to have a psychological problem, but your description doesn't match psychopathy or psychosis. Possibly borderline personality disorder with obsessive, depressive and narcissistic traits would be my best guess.
    A psychopath would be unlikey to be preoccupied with another person nor are they emotionally unstable and a psychotic would have completely different problems.

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    • RoseIsabella
      9 years ago

      Yes, I agree with you, Bugs!

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  • disthing
    9 years ago

    Firstly, you need to look up the definition of psychopath:
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychopathy

    Secondly, you need to look up the definition of psychosis:
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychosis

    It doesn't sound to me like you're a psychopath. Psychosis can't be ruled out on the basis of your post, but it sounds unlikely too.

    However, it does sound like you have some mental health problems, and certainly an unhealthy obsession with this love interest. I'd encourage you to seek professional help as soon as possible, if only to understand the particular personality disorders you're struggling with. Understanding what the demons you're battling with are should help you overcome them :)

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  • daydreamer394
    9 years ago

    You seem guilty so I don't think you are a psychopath. But you should get help.

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