Is it normal that i think i can manipulate energy this way?
Okay, so when I'm sitting in my chair by the propane gas heater i like to blow on it and make the glowing red panels change color. I hope you know what kind of heater I'm talking about cause its kinda important to the thing. I sit like 2 or 3 feet away from it ( cold natured) and sometimes I'll just wave my right arm to push air into it but that never works... unless i focus myself and form a chi ball in my hands and push that at it. That works. I see the panels turn color then. I repeat the arm motions multiple times as fast as i can without the chi ball, but it still doesn't disturb the heater at all. IIN? Is just just a bunch of flukes? Am i actually focusing chi and stuff?