Is it normal that i think everything is so sad?

My depression is increasing. I'm getting sadder and sadder, and I feel sadness all around me. Nothing makes me happy, and I feel better only when I see little girls, because with their pure and sunny face, no one could be sad...!
I think all my days are monotonous, and I think that in a few time I won't even be able to differentiate a day to another one! I attend the high school, and I'm starting to hate it. I've never had problems at school, but now... I feel that I can't endure another fucking day! Sometimes, when I'm going to school, I see a car that is passing by and inside it I can see a wonderful little girl... It's the only thing I love in school!
Sorry for the bad word, but it's a vent, so... And sorry if my language is not grammatically correct, but I'm not english.

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  • NeuroNeptunian

    232 million prescriptions for anti-depressants were written in 2010 in the US. Depression seems so normal now that I wonder if anyone else is happy anymore?

    That's what happens when kids don't get much exercise and you force people to sit in a classroom for 8 hours a day for most of their lives where most of what they learn won't be applied to real life, but the government knows what's best for us all, right?

    Normal, go exercise. Low serotonin is often easily corrected by exercise.

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  • RinTin

    Exercise is good, but don't feel discouraged if it makes you feel even more depressed. Everyone's different. You might need to change your routine or eating habits or maybe stick with it for awhile. When I exercise I become even more depressed and don't even get up for the rest of the day.

    What helps me is taking cold showers. Now I'm not recommending it b/c I don't know you, you can decide for yourself, but they increase my mood. I start off with hot water, then I'll decrease it to cold/warm, then I'll turn it down all the way to cold. Sometimes I start it cold and turn it down to the coldest temp.

    Go outside for a walk to get some sun too.

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  • Oasis808

    Depression is a normal part of life. I am always reading and hearing that some people really do need anti-depressants. They didn't do anything but make matters worse for me.

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  • Justsomejerk

    Your English is pretty good.

    You need a hobby.

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