Is it normal that i think about staging my own death to seek revenge?

I often think about the way people would act at my funeral. It really intrigues me. But most of all, when I feel like I get fucked over by one of my friends or family members, I want to die just so they feel as horrible as possible about whatever they did to me. I don't actually want to kill myself because frankly, no single person is worth my entire life, but I think it would be great to be able to stage the whole thing. I just want to see the reactions. So bad. Is this sick and twisted?

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Comments ( 11 )
  • n0TaNiceGirl

    I am pretty sure that everyone has thought this at one point or another I know that I have.

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    • yu-gi-ohChampion25

      this fucking stupid,maybe if you were in witness protection because you were getting death threats its ok to fake it but not as a joke.

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  • FaeryGirl89

    yeah i think everyone want to know the raw truth about what people think of them and there is nothing more profound then death

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  • PaperLions

    I've thaughy about that, but since i don't want to die i always thaught that it would be awesome to have a 'what if mirror' where yoi'd just look into the mirror and say something like 'what if i died....' and the mirror would show you what peoples reactions would be XD

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    • cash4gold

      That would be cool as shit.

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  • 4theloveofdez

    I've wondered the same. I'd never act on it but I just wonder how people would react to me being gone.

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  • Kutieadb

    Yeah, I have had this thought.

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  • TheHelpPortal

    revenge can make people do bad thing's but He who seeks revenge must dig two graves one for his enemy & one for himself

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  • ll123

    If you do this you'll make yourself a big jerk and you'll traumatize your family. Can't believe you are 18: such thoughts are appropriate for a 5 y.old, not older!

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  • I wanna do that so bad ive thought about thus before maybe i could hire some fake cips make them go to my house say i got in a car wreck but when i "come to life" ppl mught get mad at me

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  • gowila

    Oh well, at least you aren't one of those idiots who actually kill them self and forget that they won't be there to watch every one sob.

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