Is it normal that i think about staging my own death to seek revenge?
I often think about the way people would act at my funeral. It really intrigues me. But most of all, when I feel like I get fucked over by one of my friends or family members, I want to die just so they feel as horrible as possible about whatever they did to me. I don't actually want to kill myself because frankly, no single person is worth my entire life, but I think it would be great to be able to stage the whole thing. I just want to see the reactions. So bad. Is this sick and twisted?