Is it normal that i think about death, suicide, and murder, alot?

ok so, I've always thought about death, murder, and suicide my whole life, yet I'm a very bubbly, happy person. I've pondered from what my own death would be like, to what would happen if i killed family members. Yet the next day I ponder it, and am super happy all the time. I have never even come close to anything I've ever thought about though, i just wondered what would happen. Am I insane or have a mental illness, or am I completely fine? I'm really curious.

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Based on 25 votes (13 yes)
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  • idontcaree

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  • whoknowsman

    do you feel anything for other people?

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  • Cedric_Diggory

    Become a mortician

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