Is it normal that i (str.male) love to wear red lipstick at home
Since I was a boy, I was fascinated with pictures of women with beautiful lips wearing lipstick. I connected lipstick with sex. I masturbated to beautiful older women with red lipstick on.
Today as a 45 year old male, I love to wear lipstick at home while home alone. It gives me a charge. I am very straight but I have some feminine fetishes including wearing sexy lingerie eyeshadow, mascara and most of all lipstick. I have nice lipsticks than my wife.
How normal is this?