Is it normal that i still want to be with him?
I'm young. Im 19 years old but Ive been with my boyfriend well now my ex boyfriend for 5 years we broke up in December and im still upset.... he broke up with me...... he told me we were on two different pages and he wasnt invested in me as much as i was to him and he just needed to be single for now to see if time apart would make him appreciate him more. 2 weeks later he told me that one day he wanted to marry me and how sorry he was but he still needed time to figure everything out. a month later i realized he was cheating on my our ENTIRE relationship and had another girlfriend closer to where he lived.....yet he still tells me he loves me and one day he's going to give me the world ....... i dont understand why ...... if yoou break up with me and have atleast 3 other girls that i kno of why do you still drag me along what does he want from me ?? the sick part about it is i love him with all of my heart and i have no clue why im still here.