Is it normal that i still think of when i was statutory raped...?
So when I was 11 I was spending some time in the Dominican Republic with my dad's family. One of the days during that vacation my female cousin who was 26/27 at the time spent the majority of the night talking to me mostly about sex and then started telling me things like how she wanted to do sexual things with me. At first I kept telling her no for about 3 hours but seeing as how I was a kid with a low self esteem that made him believe no woman would ever want him I ended up caving in and willingly had sex with her. Is it normal that I still think about it to this day 10 years later?