Is it normal that i still love someone when it ended a year ago?

Sorry this is so long.

So, this boy that i still love, was my first love. I had never really loved a boy before, but i knew i loved him because of the way he made me feel and the way I would act towards him. He hurt me very badly. He would always make things seem like they were my fault, when in actuality they were his fault. He would never tell me the password to his phone. I actually trusted him, I just wanted to see his phone to take cute pictures of us and play a game or something. He never told me i was beautiful or anything. He acted as if he didn't care about me at all. I was like nothing to him. Then, when i finally had enough, i said i wanted to end it and he just said "okay". I wanted him to fight for me, but he didn't. I cried for three days and asked him to take me back because i didn't want to be completely without him. He said no and i waited for five months thinking maybe he would come back to me, but he didn't. I cant even look him in the eyes anymore because every time i see him, he is with his new girl friend, and I feel sad and awkward. I just want to know if this is or isn't okay because I feel pathetic.