Is it normal that i started this year happy and now i hate myself?

i started this year off really well. i was loving myself and i was happy. now i hate myself and i dont want to leave the house. i also dont want to take meds or go to therapy but i still want to get better. i got whooping cough at the end of 1st semester and then my mom went to rehab so i had to stay with my grandparents while my grandpa was being treated for a brain tumor. now im angry constantly and i hate everyone and my mom keeps telling me how selfish im being. i dont know what to do and i feel like i have no one to talk to.

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  • NathanScot

    Help urself first b4 others
    help u.

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  • i should also mention that i started this year without meds or therapy and then went on meds and therapy after my mom got back from rehab

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  • Arm0se

    You have us to talk to. We're always here, always listening.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Under the circumstances I would say it's somewhat normal. Don't be too hard on yourself.

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  • pixie44

    You have to go to therapy and take your medicine if you want to get better. I know its really hard sometimes but its the only thing that will give you that boost to push you in the right direction.

    Also maybe you are feeling this way because you stopped taking your medicine ?

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