Is it normal that i sometimes wish that i'd never wake up?
I sometimes have very good dreams and you could say I have a family and friends in those dreams. When I dream about them, it makes me wish that I'd just go to bed one night only to never wake up due to unexplained heart failure/body shutdown. I suppose I have a decent wakened life but I'd be much happier, safer, and more at peace if I could just die asleep. Then I could be with them now then having to wait until either I die of old age, illness, or some other issue. I really don't want to wait but I must.