Is it normal that i sometimes wish i was a sociopath?

I don't know if this story already exist but i often find myself wishing i was a sociopath. The only real reason is because they feel nothing. They have no urges, no regrets, no compassion, and most importantly they just don't give a crap about what other people think. So I'm here to ask if it's normal to often times wish i was a sociopath