Is it normal that i sometimes get the compulsive urge

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Is it normal that I sometimes get the compulsive urge to violently rape the woman whom I thought loved me, but then stopped talking to me?

I'm female. We used to be friends. I liked her more than that. I guessed by the way she talked and stared at me, that she did too. She went cold on me right when I needed her friendship the most. She not only wasn't into me in *that* way; she just stopped being friends with me completely. She was so precious to me. I had even told her as much. I had envisaged us being friends for life. There was nothing I wouldn't do for her. Every time she struggled, I was there for her. When she was happy, I was happy. I made sacrifices for her.

These days I drift between fury, despair, gloomy resignation, and 'what if's. I haven't seen her for weeks and am probably not going to bump into her soon. Thinking about it, I might only see her once or twice again in my life before I switch jobs and she moves overseas.

The urge to violently rape her flashes across my mind in my moments of anger, then disappears. I gave, gave, and gave to this person, and I have just lost her. I know it isn't good or right to have this urge, but is it normal?

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  • my_life_my_way
    3 years ago

    Rape fantasies are pretty normal but this seems like it’s driven more by anger than sexual pleasure. Just try to move on, completely get her out of your life.

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  • Clunk42
    3 years ago

    "I'm female."
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    • Inkmaster
      3 years ago

      Sorry, didn't read all of it.

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    • Tommythecaty
      3 years ago

      Yeah but maybe she also has a penis and is a mad raperer

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    • LloydAsher
      3 years ago

      So ima assuming non penetrative rape. Or whatever they do in female prisons. I think orange is the new black touched upon the topic more than once. Didnt watch the show so take that recommendation for as little fucks I give about the show itself.

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  • Mammal-lover
    3 years ago

    There was this one girl at work who clearly had a thing for me. Trust me I wasnt the only one seeing it. And I admit I was mutually attracted. This is when my relastionship first started. Anyways I guess I was signs of mutual interest. Blush and stuff like that. Well my coworker gave me shit over it and so I paid more attention to my body language. Anyways she wonf even give me the time of day now especially not like before. I feel bad. It's not like we work together. I sometimes get extra hours working her rotation so it just looks bad in entirety.

    My point being maybe theres more to her story than meets the eye

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  • [Old Memory]
    3 years ago

    ......I mean do is this genuinely you asking if this is normal or just a vent? I think you already know it's not normal and are just dealing with rejection rather poorly.

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  • Duskwing
    3 years ago

    It’s not normal and you should probably address those thoughts.

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  • litelander8
    3 years ago

    What’re you gonna rape her with?

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