Is it normal that i so desire to be embarrassed and humiliated sexually
Is this normal? I have a desire to be sexually humiliated in front of my wife. I want to have a bunch of men fuck my little ass, shove their cocks down my throat, and abuse me, roughly and disgustingly, and I want to cum while it is happening, maybe multiple times while I am not allowed to touch my dick. I want to be made to eat all of their and my sperm, and to submit to rough degrading hours of brutal long fucking, included being spit-roasted while jacking off dicks with my hands. I want them to taunt and laugh at me while they do it. I am a small man, so I want the men to be big, hung, and very horny and to love to embarrass me by making me a faggot in front of her. And I still want her to love me afterward.I would also like for my wife and her friends to abuse me with dildos in this way. Or to sexually torture me and humiliate me. Maybe in public. Making me cum and then have me lick up my sperm while they laugh. But then, later, I want everything to go back to normal.