Is it normal that i show symptoms of depression?
I'm aware that self-diagnosing is not the ideal thing to do. However, I'm very young, and the stereotypical, "lost". I don't really enjoy hanging out with friends, I go to classes, and seem excited, I smile, I have relationships, and I meet new people. Then, the moment I'm alone, I'm unmotivated, crying, I feel alone, and hopeless. I have always been insecure and for the past several years, I don't remember the last time I was actually happy, other than when I had a short eating disorder, so I had a stupid, harmful confidence. I'm trying so hard to find myself, and I don't know if it's just a hormonal thing for girls from 14-18 or if it may actually be depression.