Is it normal that i self harm and have a weird liking for blood?

From an early childhood, everytime I feel angry, frustrated, confused, sad etc. I would either vividly imagine something horrid happening to me, or, (as I grew older) I started actually harming myself, like I would punch walls untill my knuckles started bleeding, or cut my wrists, etc. I always liked the part where I see my blood, weird I know, but sometimes I would just cut myself to see the blood, I remeber they kicked me out of elementary school for drawing "Disturbing and violent pictures" filled with gore and agression. yet in public I act like everything's cool, and people usually believe me, I'm creeped out by myself... Do I need help?

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  • MyDadCalledMeAFreak

    It's good to know that you exist. I have similar eccentricities. For me, it's normal already. Part of my life even, but to others? Well, they'll make you feel crappier when you already feel like crap. Sorry. I wish you well. :D

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  • kasaikitsune12

    yes!I love cutting my self!check out my forum "is it normal to cut my self?"

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  • jessicatdg1rl

    I have been there. While it may technically count as normal, it was a sign (for me) that I have OCD. I found out because of similar issues. Getting help with this would be best, as this could be very unhealthy for you very quickly. I wish you the best!

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  • mysistersshadow

    Its not normal yea you need help.

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