Is it normal that i self harm and have a weird liking for blood?
From an early childhood, everytime I feel angry, frustrated, confused, sad etc. I would either vividly imagine something horrid happening to me, or, (as I grew older) I started actually harming myself, like I would punch walls untill my knuckles started bleeding, or cut my wrists, etc. I always liked the part where I see my blood, weird I know, but sometimes I would just cut myself to see the blood, I remeber they kicked me out of elementary school for drawing "Disturbing and violent pictures" filled with gore and agression. yet in public I act like everything's cool, and people usually believe me, I'm creeped out by myself... Do I need help?