Is it normal that i really want to die because of depression
im a police officer and im suffering from a major depression because of my family,relatives are ganging up on me. i just wanted to stay away from them. go abroad work there quietly the thing is i cant find help its like i dont have anybody to rely on or to talk to i really wanted to die but im just scared i always ended up hurting my self banging my head on the wall punching my self punching the door crying alone cause PLS I NEED HELP BADLY! someone save me!