Is it normal that i really want to die because of depression

im a police officer and im suffering from a major depression because of my family,relatives are ganging up on me. i just wanted to stay away from them. go abroad work there quietly the thing is i cant find help its like i dont have anybody to rely on or to talk to i really wanted to die but im just scared i always ended up hurting my self banging my head on the wall punching my self punching the door crying alone cause PLS I NEED HELP BADLY! someone save me!

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  • scumfuck

    I'm the same (not depressed) I hate my family, but I have health problems and i'm scared if I drop everything and move sonewhere else, I will have no support system, And might end up homeless or even more sick. I feel like a hostage sometimes, And I need freedom. But it's scary to be on your own.

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  • Geturshittogetherfriend

    Is it normal? Yes other people feel this way. Is it healthy? Should you let it continue? Absolutely not, please find help.

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  • notrea11y

    There's nothing wrong with being a police officer. I think it's a very noble job to do, and I have a lot of respect for them. Most people never get it, so you can't let them get to you. Don't let anyone break you down.

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  • Motashotta

    Stop being a police officer you fucking idiot

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  • flyingnostalgia

    Just one thing you should know id you want to die; death is NOT the end. It gets much much worse when you die...just saying.

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    • Seawell

      it felt like no one really cares

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  • you deserve to die

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