Is it normal that i really love my idol?
I really love my idol so much . Almost every second I thought about it.
Actually it hurts. I always imagine with him.
I have tried to reduce my feeling but it didn't work , even increasing .
I have saw him for once when his concert in my country and it really makes happy . My heartbeat was racing so fast .
I miss him so much.
Actually I have felt like since I was in elementary school with the different idol. Even I almost not interested people around me, i mean i not yet found my type.
Please give me some advice, thank you