Is it normal that i rarely feel strong, if any, emotions?
I've been losing the ability to feel emotions lately, and now I hardly ever feel them at all. When I do, it's a negative emotion, and it's like a "watered-down" version of what I used to feel. I no longer feel any excitement in doing fun things or receiving good news. For instance, I'm in my school's marching band, and we're going to Oakland to play in the half-time show at the Raiders game in December. We're even going to visit San Francisco afterwards, my most favorite city ever. However, I don't feel excited about this at all. This is just really weird to me, since this is something I'd be going nuts over. I'm thinking, "Playing at the Raiders game is a huge honor for my school! I'll be visiting my favorite city! Why don't I FEEL anything?! Everyone else in the band is excited about it, why am I not?" Is there something wrong with me?