Is it normal that i pretend to be evil in front of people ?

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I pretend to be evil,cold hearted and manipulative in front of people especially in front of those that less fortunate than myself(i was born from a normal family,nothing special),like deformed and a beggar,but behind them i always try to help them through someone and i feel a great regret for what i have just done, hurt people feeling with my actions.

Something inside my brain told me not to be nice in front of them.it feels more comfortable this way it appears.

but i do choose certain people in real world to know my real personalities and thus becoming my friend.

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  • Avant-Garde
    10 years ago

    This "behaviour" might have been ingrained during your childhood by someone like your parents or someone else you looked up to. I think you really need to resolve this before it gets even more out of hand. You should consult a therapist.

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    • vegagaruru
      10 years ago

      the truth is,i have nobody to looked up to.i admire noone actually,

      maybe you're right i do have problems

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  • Giorgiox
    10 years ago

    I believe that the environment doesn't fit to you as much as you expect. Maybe you feel that you are not understood or appreciated that much.
    Just try not not be self-destructive because life is more fun if you are not.
    In my opinion it's totally normal if you pretend to be evil in front of people.

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    • soul-man
      10 years ago

      "My name is Giovanni Giorgio, but everybody calls me Giorgio."

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  • anonymous9250
    10 years ago

    I have been told i have evil eyes but I am nice to people less fortunate than me and especially dogs but other than that I can be a real bitch and considered Evelyn by some people

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  • memvc
    10 years ago

    Most people are the opposite. I'd say you're better than most. But it is different. I admire your aspirations to be genuine at some point. I agree with the above comment that it is probably a learned behavior from a role model.

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    • vegagaruru
      10 years ago

      i do admire HIM and HIM alone

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    I just am.

    Evil or not, who can really say. I don't have the depth to root out my inner drives and note them with clarity.

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    I'm the opposite.

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    • GuessWho
      10 years ago

      Me too.

      I'm a naturally what some would consider horrible, evil, cold hearted, manipulative, sadistic, etc. and I just act nice to certain people out of obligation and to those that I care about.

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      • [Old Memory]
        10 years ago

        ...Not sure how you can be horrible, evil, cold hearted, and sadistic, yet feel the obligation to be nice to people that you care about......

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        • GuessWho
          10 years ago

          I don't know either.
          I guess I just feel that certain individuals don't deserve to be exposed to my horrible true nature.
          I actually make an effort to maintain the appearance of a good person to certain people.

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    • vegagaruru
      10 years ago

      that's exactly the point,i think it's useless to looks good but you don't do anything usefull to others.i don't care what they think about me as long as they got what they need(not want) to survive even if it's risk my life itself.as long as they didn't know that im the one who did it.

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