Is it normal that i prefer bed-humping instead of normal masturbation?

why are you ashamed of masturbating?

believe me - a lot of us here do it.

I went threw a stage of shagging the sofa when I was younger. The fabric was a little rough but the orgasm felt better mostly because I couldn't rush the finale the way I did with my hand. Eventually I learnt to give my self awesome orgasms with self control and without soiling the nice furniture. And in time I found a female who was willing to provide me with the sofa like experiance with none of the friction burns and the added bonus of boobs. God bless boobs.

Let he who hath a free hand cast the first stone.

You obviously want something more intimate. You might feel better about yourself and more confident if you stop doing things like that and start shaping up to who you want to be. <3