Is it normal that i never feel lonely?
So personally, for as long as I can remember, I have never felt lonely or the desire to be around other people. I never felt "incomplete" without a boyfriend or girlfriend, in fact I prefer to be alone. The few relationships I have been in I have ended because I found them to be pointless.
I find it hard to make friends because I cannot be around people for a long period of time or make people anything other than casual acquaintances, I find the continuous company of the same people to be irritating and I always wish they would go away so that I can be alone.
I maintain such relationships for superficial reasons.
Holidays that effect single people emotionally such as Valentines Day elicit no response from me whatsoever. I have been single for years and I have no desire to be in a relationship.
When other people complain of being lonely I cannot relate. When other people speak of wanting to be with someone romantically, it's as if they are speaking of wanting a color I cannot see. I also do not desire sex, but that's besides the point.
Are these feelings, if you can call them that, normal in any way?
Or are they a sign of something such as Schizoid Personality Disorder, Aspergers, Psychopathy, or maybe I'm just a normal person in the minority about these thoughts and feelings?