Is it normal that i may be something "other" than human.

I was adopted and never knew my real parents, my foster-parents won't tell me (Their Japanese), I have searched everywhere but yet i have barely have information about my real parents or where I was born or where my family originates. I'm Male,24. Never did drugs. So basically I have this same dream multiple times. In the dream I am a odd humanoid figure.My skin is leathery and black. My fingers are stretched and long. My face have a HUGE demented smile that's always there, and my teeth are long and thin. I don't have lips. My eye sockets are empty and occasionally I see ghastly figures come out of them. I have no clothes on. I have no hair. I have bull horns coming out of my head. My body is skinny and I have no organs, where my heart is there is a hole with fingers shaping a bowl and in the bowl is a eye that looks around. I am about 10 ft 5 tall in height. I am sitting on a chair made of different skins (most of them I don't even know even existed).
In front of me there is a table, its legs are arms, it surface is molten flesh with boils. On the Upper Right-hand side there is a flame, yes a flame, with nothing to keep it going. i have an assistant it's a two headed dog. It brings me various "items" to create a "being" in this world. For instance it gives me a horse body and a whale head, I use these items to create a living creature. After a while a little blue troll-like humanoid opens an invisible door in the darkness around me. There is a bright light in the door. The little man says "It is time to go now Mr.Creatan, for your finished work is soon to come" We walk into the door and I wake up. I am afraid but somehow enjoyed. Also sometimes when I look into a mirror I see 6-5 flashes of me then what I may-soon-to-be "Mr.Creatan". So there you have it.