Is it normal that i'm terrified to know my weight?
I’m well aware that this is not normal. I guess I’m trying to find someone who can relate. I have a huge fear of knowing my weight. I know at this point I am more than likely topping 200 lbs. Despite dropping several dress sizes on diets through out the years, I haven't been able to know my weight in a decade. I'm afraid that I will be too overwelmed by knowing exactly how much I have to lose. Even when I lose weight it is never enough for me to feel ready to know. I close my eyes at the doctors, and have it written on my charts never to tell me. I become terrified when even being in the vicinity of a scale. Anyone else suffer from this affliction?