Is it normal that i'm scared to reveal my fantasy to my boyfriend?
He is my first and only boyfriend so I'm not sure how to ease into it. We were childhood friends and have been together for 4 years. I just want to jump on him, ride him till he can't walk, ect. But, instead I wait for him to initiate it due to my fear of embarassing myself. I want to be the "freak" he wants, but I've always been the good girl. How do I build up the courage to show him?