Is it normal that i'm obsessed with arabic culture and music?
I love Arabic culture and music! I love Arabic countries! I want to visit a country in the MENA region (yes I know this can exclude Arab countries). I'm completely fascinated with them. I add random Arab guys on FB to discuss their cultures and observe them, but I have no interest in flirting or having sex chats with them - yet I can't shake the feeling this is odd somehow. I have a strong infatuation about Arab and Middle Eastern stuff that spills over to the people so I like to study them and gauge their reactions. I usually joke around about loving Arab men just to push people's buttons and see their reactions but I don't have interest in sleeping or flirting around like that. Yet it feels wrong and creepy. Am I digging myself a dangerous hole?