Is it normal that i'm obsessed with a female teacher?
I'm going to try and keep this short and sweet. Basically, I've been obsessed with this one teacher for 5 years. She's never actually been my teacher, but she's always been really sweet to me and I really like her. But here's the thing - I want her to love me! I know her address, her license plate number, the names of her family, where she was born (should I go on?)
Here's the thing - she likes me, but I always want more. It's so difficult for me to talk to her and every time I do, I feel like a complete idiot. She never gives me the attention that I want her to give me. I pray and pray that she'll see that I'm sad and give me a hug or I will stay after school just so that I can spontaneously talk to her. I'm not sexually attracted to her, there's just something about her that I really like and I really want her to love me.
Any advice? Tips? Encouragement?
Thanks for reading :)