Is it normal that i'm not genuine with other people?

I don't mean that I'm too faced, because I'm really not, what I mean by not being genuine is that most of the people I talk to I really hate, I just don't like anyone in specific, except for 2 people. When I meet a new person I'm sickeningly friendly, I try and make them laugh and people like me, and I'm just disgusted by them. It's this thing inside me that wants everyone to like me, to think I'm great, to be the best, funniest in a group, but in reality I don't care for this people i try so hard to make feel good. I pretend empathy I definitely don't feel, and like I said, a lot of the people I try to impress and get them to like me, disgust me, I think they're absolutely pathetic. I would never tell them, or anyone else for that matter, I absolutely hate hurting people, but I do think these things; so I guess I am a bit too-faced. But even though I don't care for them, if I ever see them or not, if they are my friends or not, I still care about impressing, have them think I'm cool. Is that normal? I sound like a nutter.

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Based on 24 votes (10 yes)
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  • iamyourmum

    You sound like me, I'm always like that, except I kinda shun those people once they get too friendly with me. I kinda find them disgustingly pathetic and I feel like they are nothing like me so I shouldn't hang around with them too much

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  • If you hate everyone it's because deep down you don't really like yourself.

    This isn't normal nor healthy.

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  • emilydoll

    You sound extremely I secure with yourself.

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  • Reverse

    It sounds exactly how I am

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  • tentacleTherapist

    You sound pissed off at people. Instead of trying to befriend every single person you see, why not take a load off 'n search for people who won't make you gauge your eyes out?

    Maybe you meet the wrong people. There are plenty of people around me I want to kill, and very few that I love, but the ones that I do I'm sure as hell happy to have.

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  • TareBear20

    You are pretentious. Not good. Be yourself :/

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  • uniqueasyou

    Meditate. :)

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  • You don't sound like a nutter, you just care too much of what people think about you. Aren't you tired yet? It must be exhausting to pretend to be something you're not.

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