Is it normal that i'm into bestiality and furry porn?

So, for me it is both a sort of forbidden attraction deal and a control kind of thing. I mean, I think Disney messed me up, sure, but I also think that I like the idea of just having something that is my own personal toy. That's why I have friends with benefits. Is that too terribly messed up? It doesn't help that I am undersensitive and thus have to watch seriously kinky stuff to get myself off because I am basically always horny. If I wasn't horny all the time, my only vice would be soda. It has also driven me to like younger girls. No, not for their bodies, for their inexperience (requirement - attractive and willing, as well as legal). It is really fun to be in control for me. I'm not about to rape a kid, that's unbelievably messed the hell up. I DO however fantasize (very rarely) about raping attractive (purely legal) women (or being taken by a girl in a strap-on) and how I would go about it (but I would never ACTUALLY do that, excepting the strap-on in a consenting situation). I know it isn't right in any way, but do other people have these thoughts/urges?