Is it normal that i'm "in love" with my own deviance?

I'm obsessed with spying on women, violent pornography, and often think about kidnapping them. Not haha trolling. Haha seriously planned out.

I romantasize these things in my head to the degree that I feel at peace with the idea, I go on long walks just thinking about it over and over.

I've actually got an erection just from writing this. My GF doesn't know about any of this.

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25% Normal
Based on 12 votes (3 yes)
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  • TheProph

    No it's not normal. You should seek a mental health professional. I say this because the way you say "haha seriously" you're strongly implying this is something you would do, and that's obviously a terrible idea.

    Ariel Castro, the guy who kidnapped those 3 girls got 1000 years in jail. Not worth it. Find a girl who will act out the fetish, but don't act on it. Unless you're an idiot and a piece of shit.

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  • ObsessedWithReedus

    ^this. Dont ever act on the impulse. It is best to keep these types of fantasies to yourself.

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    • But isn't that how fantasies build?

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  • quentari

    don't ever do it. Obviously. There's nothing wrong with a fantasy but if you think you would ever actually do this seek help asap.

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