Is it normal that i'm in love with my married friend?

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I got close to one of my lady friends who was engaged to a guy... we were just friends for a while but it eventually turned sexual.
We never had sex or anything, farthest we got was me fingering her once. Anyway, that's not the point...

After I kissed her she got all moral and decided she didn't want to do anything with me anymore. I felt guilty as well, but I loved her more than I felt guilty (and I had warned her fiance).

She got married to him about a month before I kissed her, now that she's moved on.. I can't seem to let go even though there is no possible way that we could be together.
I've thought about suicide because it felt like she was my last chance at true happiness.. I'm not good with people. :P

Lastly, since this website is 99% female, I should specify that I am, in fact, male.

Danke schon mein leiben.

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Based on 7 votes (5 yes)
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  • peterr
    10 years ago

    Start sucking cocks. It will change your life.

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    "Thank you in my belly?"

    ...that's what a Google search translated.

    Anyway...this website is nowhere near 99% female.

    Again...suicide is permanent. If you go that route, you'll absolutely never have a chance to meet the woman of your dreams...and, as far as you know, you may meet her tomorrow.

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    I said this many times before. No man should make a woman the center of his universe. It's degrading. There are plenty of fish in the sea. You just need to get out more, make more friends and be more confident.

    By the way, how do you know that this site is 99% populated with females? You're veeery far away! Maybe there are more females, but i don't think there's a big difference overall. Sometimes, i'm under the impression that there's more men than women.

    And since you seem to be german, i want to salute you in an old fashioned fascist way.

    HEIL!

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    • [Old Memory]
      10 years ago

      I like butt sluts.

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      • [Old Memory]
        10 years ago

        You like male sluts.

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