Is it normal that i'm feeling this way?
I'm a girl, and I'm addicted to man to man (gay) stories/relationships, and that makes me a fangirl.
However, I think it's slowly affecting me. I've notice that I'm feeling something to my friend (same sex) and I just thought it was just my hormones that are overflowing. Days pass by and I want to be with her and hold her always, and I even want her to be my girlfriend!
That's why I've been avoiding her lately. (I don't know if she notices it, but whatever) I don't know if this is normal anymore.
We are both boyish, but not lesbian or something. She's got many girl crushes.
I don't want to ruin our friendship so I'm just staying silent and I just let it go. But whenever she's around me, she holds my hand, banging my forehead to hers, hugs me, etc. All her actions are making me misunderstand everything. Everytime she does something, I think my heart would skip a beat. (It's corny but whatever)
Is this normal?
P.S. I think I am having this condition for almost 4 years now.