Is it normal that i'm feeling this way?

I'm a girl, and I'm addicted to man to man (gay) stories/relationships, and that makes me a fangirl.

However, I think it's slowly affecting me. I've notice that I'm feeling something to my friend (same sex) and I just thought it was just my hormones that are overflowing. Days pass by and I want to be with her and hold her always, and I even want her to be my girlfriend!

That's why I've been avoiding her lately. (I don't know if she notices it, but whatever) I don't know if this is normal anymore.
We are both boyish, but not lesbian or something. She's got many girl crushes.

I don't want to ruin our friendship so I'm just staying silent and I just let it go. But whenever she's around me, she holds my hand, banging my forehead to hers, hugs me, etc. All her actions are making me misunderstand everything. Everytime she does something, I think my heart would skip a beat. (It's corny but whatever)

Is this normal?

P.S. I think I am having this condition for almost 4 years now.

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Based on 26 votes (20 yes)
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Comments ( 9 )
  • thegypsysailor

    So, what you are saying is that thinking about gay men having sex has turned you into a lesbian? Very interesting.
    As an experiment, would you please think about straight sex for a bit and let us know what your sexual orientation has changed to after that?
    Thanks.

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  • flyingnostalgia

    Sigh...there is no hope for mankind.

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    • Thedollcollector8==D

      Why are you so against people being homo? How does it affect you directly exactly? For someone that claims to be on the trail to their masters you seem to have a very closed off narrow little brain.

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  • tinahn

    You know there is a thing called being Bisexual.

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  • FJK_frm_AK25

    Scissor?

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  • uh.. I don't know if you should call it a "lesbian" but.. What I mean is I'm having girl crush or something like that.

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    • Thedollcollector8==D

      Having a girl crush sounds pretty lesbian to me. Nothing wrong with that. Just call it what it is.

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  • Thedollcollector8==D

    By condition do you mean lesbian?

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  • LittleGirlCutThroatSodomized

    Read 50 shades of gray, the book no man with a cock and balls has gotten through in it's entirety

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