Is it normal that i'm fascinated and turned off at the same time?
There's this girl whom i used to be good friends with, but not anymore. i used to diet quite a bit, and she kind of copied me, which got me a bit pissed off, to say the least. anyway, to cut a long story short, we drifted apart and now, i gained quite a lot of weight (but people tell me i look 'fine') while she has this perfect body (to me, except she's a bit too short). And im hating her for copying me and managing to keep off all the weight she lost and all the guys love her now, while im this blob. at the same time, i never see her eat and NOBODY comments, while i could NEVER get away with it. so im fascinated (understatement) and always stare at her when she's near me (i try very hard not to), yet at the same time, i hate her like shit. like, i would bash her face if i could. is this normal?