Is it normal that i'm drunk a majority of the time when i'm awake?
Sorry if it looks like I'm ranting right now but a lots on my mind.
It's me blindinquisitor And I'm drunk most of the time is say like 70% of the time I'm drink hell in kinda of drunk right now.
Is it healthy for someone with schizoaffective to drink a lot?
I don't think I'm an acholic but I do feel that it's becoming a slight issue when it comes to moral judgements.
I feel that I might have over indulgence issues when it comes to certain substances.
I'm in my bathroom right now crying right now blasting death metal and laughing I feel like shit at the same time.
Also I have a friend over and she is drunk and high right now and is full of energy.
I might call over some more friends because I don't want it to just be us but at the same time I don't want to throw a party.
God I'm fucked up and I don't know what to do my friend is jumping on the bed and is fucking loud I think I'm really losing it.
Anyone else have problems like this and know what to do?