Is it normal that i'm drunk a majority of the time when i'm awake?

Sorry if it looks like I'm ranting right now but a lots on my mind.

It's me blindinquisitor And I'm drunk most of the time is say like 70% of the time I'm drink hell in kinda of drunk right now.

Is it healthy for someone with schizoaffective to drink a lot?

I don't think I'm an acholic but I do feel that it's becoming a slight issue when it comes to moral judgements.

I feel that I might have over indulgence issues when it comes to certain substances.

I'm in my bathroom right now crying right now blasting death metal and laughing I feel like shit at the same time.

Also I have a friend over and she is drunk and high right now and is full of energy.

I might call over some more friends because I don't want it to just be us but at the same time I don't want to throw a party.

God I'm fucked up and I don't know what to do my friend is jumping on the bed and is fucking loud I think I'm really losing it.

Anyone else have problems like this and know what to do?

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  • CountessDouche

    No, not normal & if alcohol were an effective way to medicate without causing health conditions then it would be prescribed by dr's. There's a reason it's not, and while it may provide temporary relief from your condition, it is no solution, hence why you are crying in the bathroom.

    There are other more effective ways to treat your problems & i encourage you to find them. Being drunk 3/4 of the time is not normal, definitely a problem, might be alcoholism.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      I figured and I don't do it to self medicate at least I don't think I do I'm so confused right now I just got done calling some friends over and I'm starting to regret it.

      Now my friend is dancing on the bed and is so fucking loud and I'm just sitting on the floor.

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  • I myself am the lover of a guy called jim beam.

    It's weird that I come across your post today, because today I decided to stop drinking completely for A long period of time.

    I'm not drunk 70% of the time like you but I probably get drunk (not of the wall drunk) every 3 days. I'm worried about health so I am stopping for a while. Not for ever! But lower my tolerance and when I do drink again, drink less, less often.

    schizoaffective symptoms would probably improve once you have stopped consuming alcohol. Or maybe a few weeks after stopping.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      That's cool and I have been always thinking I sould quit but I never do why I don't know I think I might have a problem.

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      • Thing is when I haven't been drinking for a few weeks I feel really good.

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  • HolyBowler666

    This is normal if you're an alcoholic.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      I might be one but I'm not to sure if I am.

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      • Nikclaire

        It's ok

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      • HolyBowler666

        Idle hands. I just try to keep busy when I'm not drinking. Pot also helps a lot but I suppose that is just a replacement. Everyone has at least one vice. Buy a lot of tea too.

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        • TheBlindInquisitor

          I'm smoking some pot right now that my friend had brought over and I'm starting to feel tired now but not tired at the same time.

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  • litelander8

    Go sober for a week to test yourself and to also experience sobriety for a bit. If you can't, you have a problem.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      I will try and take your advice I didn't drink any alcoholic beverages all day yesterday and I will try to go another six days without it.

      I will be honest I really want something to take off the edge so I'm still smoking pot and it's keeping me calm at least.

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  • SwickDinging

    I spent a good few years of my life being high most of the time I was awake. It didn't seem like a big issue at the time. I stopped eventually because my job became too demanding for it, and found my life improved and then felt bad for all the time I'd wasted. Not the end of the world though. I don't appear to have developed any lasting health problems because of it but maybe I was lucky. (I rarely smoked it, just vaped and edibles mostly)

    If possible it's good to stop these kind of things before some kind of horrendous irreversible health issue forces you to stop. Alcohol is particularly bad for this - ask most doctors and they will tell you that alcoholic liver disease is the worst death. So drawn out and painful. Really horrible way to go.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      I have been thinking that I should most likely lower my intake I was a mess mentally when I put the post but I feel a lot more calmer now

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