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Being an alcoholic makes my character more pitiable, and that is what I want him to be, in this book called life.
I feel ya, matey! I drink like a pack o' scurvy dogs when I is out sailin' the warm Caribbean Sea with me wife, 42 years me junior. How bouts you come aboard me wee ship and share a barrel o' rum with me?
That's pointless. They're other ways to make a personality more interesting. This way fucks up your health and mind.
Beautiful. I assure you it is normal. Your recognition of intentionally creating this reality for yourself is amusing as well. Your "suffering" will end soon as we come closer to the shift. Until then enjoy bein miserable my friend :)
I enjoy not having a dull mind. It may not be extremely sharp, but at least it's not dull.
yes you will be very pitiful when 15 20 years down the road you find yourself tied to a bed,shitting yourself,hallucinateing and thrashing around uncontrollably for 2 weeks and then the really good part....having to face all your loved ones and apologize. i dont mean to be looking down my nose at you but someone needs to slap you across the face cause if you think life is hard now just wait and see what that bottle will get ya. please quit while youre ahead good luck to you
Hi there,
You say that you are deliberately trying to be an alcoholic in order to make yourself seem more pitiful. I don't understand why being pitied is something of desire, and to use a dangerous drug like alcohol to serve this purpose only makes it so much worse. I have been struggling with alcoholism for many many years and I can tell you that this is not the path you want to take. Whatever your intentions may be, alcohol is not the answer.
I do not want to come off as someone who will tell you what to do, because you don't even know who I am, so why should you even listen to me? All I know is, when I read your post, it just reminded me of all the mistakes I have made, and if I can prevent just one person from repeating my mistakes, then I will have done some good. So please, don't drink.