Is it normal that i'm always paranoid?

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I always feel like I'm gonna get stabbed, shot, beat up, or jumped when I'm walking, that creepy stare you get from a man walking past you in a ghetto city. I feel like I could be ambushed any minute and I'm afraid of black people because I'm white, not because I'm racist, I think they are the racist ones, they assume I'm racist because I'm white, what's that sound like? I try to be nice when people assault me violently but I'm afraid if they try to beat me up that I'll kill them because I carry a knife with me even to school. I took it out in the hallway once because someone got up in my face and I made sure he stayed in front of me the whole time in my sight until I got outside to go home, my hands where pooling sweat. I'm going for a deep study to see if I have any mental illnesses and I'm hoping I have something serious so it can be treated I'm tired of people saying I'm okay, I want medicine to be normal!

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  • Snakeplisken
    13 years ago

    Dude you aren't mentally ill, your paranoia is completely normal. I think anyone would be paranoid all the time if he was constantly being intimidated by a bunch of large, sadistic motherfuckers.

    If you feel unsafe walking around on the street then I do recommend that you do carry a knife, but i don't think its a good idea to take one to school. if you kill someone at school, even in self defense, youll end up in jail; and you won't be able to defend yourself in jail without a knife

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  • CaptainObvious
    13 years ago

    "Just because you're paranoid...don't mean they're not after you".

    We gonna getcha!

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  • ILoveNicksPeeny
    13 years ago

    Yes because every one is out to get you.

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  • epiclyepic125
    13 years ago

    I always watch what I do afraid that I'll be on 1000 ways to die. So it's normal

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  • Faceless
    13 years ago

    Stop thinking so negativity. Ever heard of the law of attraction? What you think is what you get. So start thinking positively about rainbows and sunshine... with a gun in your hand.

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  • Kaiba
    13 years ago

    I've submitted things on here before but nobody ever comments, this site is useless but it's a chance I gotta take I'm desperate. Before I end up in jail.

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