Is it normal that i'm a goddaughter and in love with my godmother
Well i have this beautiful Godmother she is famous so i can't list her name but we hang out like all the time and we totally are cool with each other we talk about personal things like sex and everything and i asked her i said have you ever though about having sex with a girl and she said no. So i think all hope is lost but i can't get her out of my head, i keep thinking about having sex with her and this is so weird because i'm 17 and she is 49 but i just picture her as perfect and my type because she is so pretty and i fantasize about her all the time from the little things she says to what she wears turns me on and i have throwed little hints that i like her but i don't know if she gets it yet so i'm waiting for that chance to kiss her but i don't know how she will react will she push me off and never speak to me again or will she just relax and have sex with me?