Is it normal that i'm a girl who likes watching sexy girls die?

I've never understood my obsession, and it started when I was about 13. I like boys, I KNOW i like boys, but I have a fetish with watching pretty girls die. I go on youtube all the time and watch the videos of hot girls being strangled or drowned or being tortured or just having sex. I hate that I like it, but I always seem to go back and watch. I used to write stories about torturing and killing hot girls, too. I've never had sex before, and the thought of me having sex with a guy or girl is gross, but I'm a 19 y/o girl who is turned on by sexual torture of women and not men. Is this normal?

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61% Normal
Based on 18 votes (11 yes)
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  • -Smallz-

    I say its normal... a fetish is ment to be a bit weird, every one has a strange or fucked up fetish, they may not admit to it but they do... dont worry about it to much, as you get older you may start to understand the fetish more and maybe even find a guy with the same fetish.

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    • IrishPotato

      Or a girl.

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  • ihatewhenasquirrelcrawlsinmyea

    Honestly, I'm not sure. If you yourself know you would never, ever do the things you watch I would personally say it's normal. If it disturbs you and causes you distress, I would recommend seeing a specialist. Good luck.

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  • mazgan

    normal. after all hot chicks are nothing but wrothless brainless useless piles of crap and only worth anything because they were lucky enough to get good genes that make them look good.

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    • ihatewhenasquirrelcrawlsinmyea

      Sounds like you've had bad experiences with hot women..

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