Is it normal that i'm 18 and want to do drugs 24/7?

I want to be high/drunk/tripping all the time...I just hate living, I have no good friends (50% of them moved, 50% became assholes) and I just want to be high all day and forget about everything... My mom also has severe depression, is bipolar and anorexic and my entire family h as always hated me, especially my mom.

I sometimes think about buying a shit load of heroin and just overdosing in one night, is this normal?

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27% Normal
Based on 67 votes (18 yes)
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Comments ( 15 )
  • Ever try seeing a doctor?

    Get some help my friend

    You die they win

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  • dappled

    Serious question: What are YOU going to do about it? It's your life. Take responsibility for it and live the way you want, rather than blaming others. Seriously. You only get one life. If you don't live it the way you want to, who is ultimately to blame?

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  • assh0le

    how can you do drugs 24/7 and OD? I don't get it....

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  • Deeeewd!!!

    idiotic peezacrap

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  • Nejmie

    I've made that same statement before and when I mention it to my counselor it really upsets her. She tells me I'm not thinking realistically and not thinking about the consequences. I know realistically that if I was high all the time I would end up dead, but when you're depressed the thought of that warm, tingly high sounds so wonderful. You most likely need to be on an antidepressant which you can get from a psychiatrist or other MD. Then you need to find a counselor......asap. He or she will be able to help you tremendously. There are many counseling centers where you can get counseling free or on a sliding scale. Please do this as soon as you can.....make yourself get help. And don't feel bad...... You are not alone....I've been there, and I'm doing 100% better now. Best of luck to you

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  • this is not healthy for you. You should go see someone about this. Now, this is normal because i have seen these things b4, but seriously you should go get help.

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  • sunshiine

    Go do something productive. There's so much to do and so many ways to get out of your town and start a new life somewhere else. Go volunteer. Join the peace corps, work on organic farms (google WOOFing), or join americorps, and you'll get paid AND free housing. If you want to waste your life away, waste it doing something good for someone else. I know how your feeling, and the feeling only goes away when i'm occupied and filling my time DOING stuff with my life.

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  • kingofthedust

    My sister's boyfriend is a former heroin addict. Drugs that addictive turn you into a monster.

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  • texas1

    I too wish I could be high all the time. However I go to college and can't:( or else I would stay high off weed. Im 19 btw

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  • MercedesBenz

    This is what is known as self hedonistic behavior.

    This is not you wanting these things. It is the drugs. Seek professional help immediately.

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  • shawna

    I think it is the drugs making you feel this way. they make you not deal with reality,and reality is I Don't think they really hate you .you may feel like that .you need to get on meds. The % of people with drug problems have depression ect. If you are 18 and have a problem like this (Bad)you will only get worse get help ASAP.

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  • Complex4

    you are depressed....you need therapy..

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  • go your hardest or man up
    just hope you live thru it to get to the other side, if you live youll be a happy man

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  • korn3654

    Try Celebrate Recovery. Just google it.

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  • DannyKanes

    Have fun doing drugs 24/7 let me know how it goes when you OD and die

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