Is it normal that i'm 22, pretty and never had a boyfriend?
So the title says it. I'm 22, soon 23, imo I have average looks but I have been called beautiful and much better looking then average women. But if that's the case, why have I never had a boyfriend? I've hardly even been on dates. I know some guys have shown me interest, but I have turned them down because I knew I would never want a relationship with them. What's the point of going on a date and letting the other person assume you're interested when you're not? That's why I turn down men I'm not interested in. But if I actually am as attractive as people say I am, why am I alone? I'm not a bitch I swear. I have liked many guys, but I guess the guys I like never like me back? That makes me feel miserable. So I am destined to be with guys I don't like, because nobody else wants me? I want a relationship where the feeling is mutual. I'm not gonna be with someone just to have someone :(
It's easy for my friends to say "you don't need a man to be happy!" when they have had so many boyfriends. As if I don't know it, I've been alone my whole life. Try telling that to yourselves.
I feel like I'm wasting my youth. I want to be happy now, not when I'm 50.
What is wrong with me? :(