Is it normal that i love watching gay porn as a girl ?
I am a girl not a lesbian and I have been so obsessed with watching gay porn ever since I was in high school .When I get bored /tired ,I get used to watching gay porn . And pretty much every single day I always suddenly turn on this kind of strong desire to watch a certain gay porn to please,relax ,reassure myself .What's more, sometimes I think to myself "what's wrong with me " but more frequently ,I don't feel disgusted ,abnormal,guilty about myself ,even more I really wish I were a boy so I would definitely come out because I know myself deep in my heart being a lesbian can not makes me satisfied physically and emotionally .I don't have a boyfriend and not that thirsty about that at all,but even though in that case ,I don't think I can get out of it .That's my story ,completely authentic identity towards you guys .I so want to hear something from you guys.Thanks.