Is it normal that i love the thought and smell of pastries??

omg! I'm soo in love with pastries. I know they are ridiculously bad for you but I can't get them out of my mind. I'm growing up to become a baker in a few years and I don't eat this type of stuff. I tend to avoid "the forbidden food". Anything that has high fat or carba sugar calories I WILL avoid. But like... Is it normal to have food cravings that I typicall never had before yet know how it tastes and stuff?? Btw. For all you people who are gonna judge, don't even bother. I'm not a fucking fatty who loves to eat and not exercise. I'm the total opposite. So fuck the people who thinks I'm fat