Is it normal that i love porn but hate sex?
I am a late 20-something woman, and I love to watch porn and feel sexually attracted to many people, but I have /no/ desire to have sex with them.
Bringing up my sexuality is confusing by itself. I am only interested in having a relationship with a guy, but every time I look up naughty pictures, it's of women. Aside from that, I don't like the naughty pictures I look up to be too explicit. I find penises and vaginas gross-looking and am more attracted to what's happening than what I'm seeing.
So why is it I take so much interest in other people doing it and I feel sexually attracted to many people, but I don't want to have sex with others at all?
I've had sex quite a few times before with different people. I've hated it every time- I just think it's gross and tiring and unenjoyable. But why the disconnect between what I like watching and what I like doing? Is it normal?