Is it normal that i love my cousin?
My cousin is about 2 yrs elder to me. we both have been like close friends since childhood; used to spend a lot of time together and still do. well it happened last year during a family picnic, we both were sitting together and talking.Then she suddenly held my hand,since i liked it too i didnt mind that but idk how we hugged and started kissing.
i have kind of always had a crush on her but never really expected this(i have never had a girlfriend). after this incident my feelings have deepened towards her. i have asked her and she feels the same for me too but i am confused and worried as i feel its something no one would approve of.
i love her a lot and feel like she's the one for me but dont know what to do. please help me!!