Is it normal that i live like in hell?
I fall in love with one guy about half a year ago.He is Muslim and I'm Christian.We can't be together and I lied to him that I hate him.I left him alone,and wished that he would be happy without me.I love him so much still and I can't forget about him.He is always on my mind,I even start to some mental issues.I don't know what to do,I cry every night,wishing we could be together,but it's only in my dreams.What should I do?How to kill love inside of me?People please help.:'(