Is it normal that i like to suck
So this might sound a bit weird. Ive been having a distant relationship and me and my boyfriend always have phone sex together. The weird thing is that before i sleep i always imagine myself sucking his dick while i suck my finger . I like the feeling of having the need to suck it to make me sleep and the feeling of the weakness and fragilness just like a baby has . I do it and it makes me so horny and i like the feeling to be honest. Until i finally sleep. Is it normal??
(Btw i had never had sex of any shape or form)