Is it normal that i like to make myself suffer?

Most of the time I am very anxious from school, social stuff, etc., but sometimes I get depressed and it feels really good. When I insult myself and make myself feel miserable, at the same time I feel this surging pleasure like nothing else. It almost feels like I am the most alive when I am hurting myself. Everything just feels so... right. Does anyone know what this is?

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  • college

    Masochism

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  • Optimusaic

    Like excitement and happiness, it's an overwhelming feeling only you can understand, and you get lost in your own world. It's normal and I actually understand.. But I don't suffer from depression. Please don't physically hurt yourself!

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  • Marmalady_pepsi_cola

    I like to cut and self injure... I feel good knowing someone understands me

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  • robbieforgotpw

    I like to sulfur myself and others

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