Is it normal that i like to be raped
I was first raped at the age of 12 I was afraid but it felt good I didn't know how to explain what had just happen to me so I kept it a secret because I thought people would say I asked for it because it felt good then at the age of 16 I was raped again and it was wonderful even better than the first time at 19 was my greatest experience being raped he choked me and slapped me and spit in my face called me names and I thought it was the best is this normal because I'm searching for that now