Is it normal that i like the smell of my acne pus?

I don't know why but I get great satisfaction when popping a zit especially the deep ones. If I am doing it without a mirror, I like when I can "hear" it popping. If I'm doing it in a mirror, I love to see the pus squirt all over the mirror in front of me. Other than seeing or hearing it, the best part is when you bring the gross white stuff to your nostrils and smell away. The smell is like no other, uncomparable. Its become like a ritual now every time I get a zit.